oranges

near midnite. doin nothing since asar. shud buat esemen. but nahh. procrastination is gud for health =). heh heh. after bukak pose lepak bilek cik izah tgk cite korea, 1% of everything. jae in comel!! he's a very hot tempered kind of guy, but when he tries to smile.. he looks dem cute. hahaha..

at this moment, i'm stuffing my stomach with oranges. sudaa mau tido sebenaye. juz nak bgtaw now nii saye suke oren!! oren sgt sedap!! you don't have to give me anythg on my burfday but oranges. i would be the happiest burfday girl eva. ahahahha..

people do change. don't they? i might hate orange one day (hopefully not. hehe..). anywayy.. tika dan saat ini, i'm juz so in loooooovee with oranges, to be specific navel oranges. p.s. takdek kaitan ngn cite korea ok. hehe..

some health benefits:
+ a healthy dose of vitamin C for antioxidant protection and immune support. p.s. kalo selesema elok makan oranges.
+ protection against cardiovascular disease.
+ a very good source of fiber. bole reduce high cholesterol level, keep blood sugar levels under control-healthy snack for people with diabetes, protection from colon cancer.
+ help prevent ulcers and reduce risk for stomach cancer.
+ prevent kidney stone.

oyasumii ^-^

great teacher

cuti skolah akan bermula soOn. yeayy!! saye dan cik izah akan p melepak umah yusma. which means dpt makan sedap2. insyaAllah. huhu..

i took advanced graduation form from school office yesterday. but stil haven't fill it up yet. i just don't know whether i want to graduate this comin dec or not. it's depend on my decision on doing honors or not. can i escape?? anyway, pn.latifah doesn't reply my email yet. we'll see. huhu.. i don't feel like wanna continue studying anymore. feel like i have enough. ahahaha.. i just want to be a teacher. great teacher =). hehe.. i dont have that dreams to pursue master, phd and become a lecturer. i just want to be a teacher. i just want to be a teacher.

kenapa perlu begitu
kenapa setelah sekian lama
dia masih tidak berubah
terus melukakan hati
mereka yang ada di sisi
kenapa tidak menghargai
setiap pengorbanan dan kesetiaan
perlukah mereka pergi
supaya dia sedar
dengan kesalahan diri
mungkin dia tidak nampak realiti
mungkin dia hidup di alam fantasi
bukalah mata
bukalah hati
sungguh kecil pintaku ini
aku tidak mampu bersuara
pasti aku akan melukakan hati mu
dan aku tidak mahu itu
aku hanya mampu berdoa
hargailah mereka
sebelum aku putus asa
sebelum hati mereka tertutup untukmu.

mengidam

now nihh winter. lately plakk slalu ujan sepanjang ari. perot asik lapaa. kalo tak lapa ponn nafsu makan sangatla menjadi-jadi. maybe psychology. sejuk = mau mkn. heh heh. berat semacam mempunyai pecutan seragam. *alert liza alert*

arini sangat craving tok makan something selaen drpd nasi. memandangkan sume choc/biskut/junk fud suda abes.. kite semacam berfikir-fikir untuk membuat kueh. donut? huhu.. tersgtlaa lame baru siap. perot da tak menahan. soOoO ended up buat kueh buah melake. sonang yo nk buek eh.

acad said it's not kueh buah melake. it's kueh melake. lantak p kat hang la. ceq tak kesah mane yg btol. ahaha.. sbb mak ceq tak panggil both. mak panggil kueh kelepong. i don't know whether it's well known in negeri sembilan or it is just my mom. huhu.. but still.. it is the same kueh.

perhaps, after this buat donut plak. but kene p new woL beli icing sugah. hmm.. semacam mengidam roti bakar juge. aiseymen! ari ujan.. camne mau turun bando.

oh kelas

6am bgn solat subuh. then lepak2 sat. around 8am tidoq balek.
10am bangon. hmm..wat pe ek?? abeskan mark esemen kot. denga lagu. borak2 ngn elle.

elle: clas ko kol 1pm kan?
me: aah (dgn confidentnye. huhu..)

11.30am mandi sebab nk pi clas

dlm shower: tgh semangat mandi. suddenlyy..tingtong(bunyik loceng umah).
me: wahhhhh..sure cik izah dpt parcel ni. jeles2.

tak lame pastu...

elle: lizaaaaaaaaaa!! clas ko kol 11am laaaaa. (ila dtg senanye. die amek stat331 same ngn kite.)

me:*blurr sebentar*. ape??? demmmmmmmmm! arini rabu. clas stat331 tu kol 11. bukan kol 1.

arghhhhhhhhh. kan da terskip kelas.

cik izah gelak hell. duhh!!

p.s. like 3 weeks ago cik izah asked me to do timetable. dgn angkuhnye saye berkate.."xyahlaa buat. class sket je. mesti ingat punye."

moral: sile buat timetable besar gajah. hahaha..

fighting

let's love like we've never been hurt before
let's dance like no one is praising us
let's sing like no one is listening to us
let's work like we don't need money for it
let's live like today is the doomsday

let's love like we've never been hurt before

don't turn your back to the past
but don't worry about the future
just work hard as each day goes by
and live life to the fullest
fighting!


da abes tgk kim sam soon!! heeeee~~

p.s. she told them. but indirectly. actually, it's not that indirect for her. but maybe they have different wavelenght. so they didn't get the actual point. but she's happy with that i think. at least she doesn't lose the thing that she's afraid of losing. perhaps tomorrow or 1 year from now, they will figure it out. perhaps they never will.

my name is kim sam soon

melayan korean drama series bertajok my name is kim sam soon.

"a person i can proudly introduce to my parents and sisters that he's my man and introducing me to his parents and friends that i am his woman"(kim sam soon, episode 2).

samsoon ckp camtu sbb ex-bf die didn't intoduce her to anyone. huhu.. kesian gile.

ape barang sorok2. kalo ade lelaki macam tuu, tinggal sudey. tak berbaloi.

to quote from a guy, "jangan pecaye sangat kat lelaki". ayat ini dikeluarkan oleh lelaki sendiri. hmm..pelik bin ajaib. lelaki sendiri yg ckp diorg mcm tu. what should we expect? depan pompuan manis mulut. pijak semut pon tak mati. belakang kutuk.

sepi

i think it's a big

NO

hahahaha.. she can handle that. she can.

p.s.

officially added one more subject. no more lecture-free-day. huhu.. berusahalah!!

watch p.s. i love you 2 or 3 days ago. surprise surprise. i didn't cry!! ahahaha.. bagaimanekah? kite stop kat part yg sedeh. then tidoq. esok tu sambung tgk. ahaks~ anywayy.. cite tu takdeklaa sedih sangat ponn. takleh challenge kesedihan cerite "mann".

p.s. saye rajen. hehe..

differentiation

some people say things that they do not mean to say. some people telling lies. some people telling jokes but deep inside they really mean it or they are serious about it. but she, a normal human being who does not possess a super power cannot always differentiate, cannot always tell, which one is a lie, which one is the truth, whether they are joking or they mean it. sometimes she got confused with them, sometimes she took the matter seriously, when they are suppose to be not.

she can ask them for clearity. she wants to tell them her feeling so that she won't regret it one day. maybe they feel the same too, she thought. but that doesn't seem as an easy task to her especially on that very issue. a sensitive one she supposed. being a "she" maybe. instead of "he". perhaps if she ever asked, she will lose them, lose the precious bond that exists between her and them.

she wants to tell her feeling. she wants to hear nothing but the truth.

she have to ask.

but she doesn't have the courage.

is this their fault? or it's hers? not be able to differentiate emotions/expressions/ facts/ jokes but did pretty well in mathematical differentiation.

sigh~

serabot

patotkah .......................

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

betol ke ...............................

serabot2.

perlu ke ..........................

kalo ...... tak ......... cane?

bukan ke ................ nanti?

dari ............ jadi ...................

haishh!

tadi tgk the prince and me. i want my prince. heh heh.

nandoss

so yeah. today me and cik elle fasting. cik izahh berpora-pora wat muke semacam berpuasa. heh heh. after perform the maghrib prayer, we headed to nandos. tempat kegemaran cik elle and cik izah. me like chentaa more. sebab ade mee goreng :D. it's raining and berangin. sebbaek kaki masih menjejak bumi i.e tidak diterbangkan angin. maklumlahh..bile puase, badan ringan. ah ha. tiada kaitan sebenanye!

after makan2, cik elle kate die mau pegi new world. beli sesuatu. so kami ponn berjalan menuju ke destinasi impian. on the wayy.. our eyes terpacak di suatu kedai bername valleygirl. SALE! perkataan itu seumpama magnet yang menarik kami untuk masok ke dalam kedai itu. so terpakse laa kan? cik elle dan cik izah memakse saye..di ulang..memakse saye untok membeli. sebab dorang ponn beli something. soOo dalam kes nii kire cam dipakse dan terpakse ahh. haha.

then spent some time chatting with mazs. hot topic. gedikk! =P

karat

last night i got an email from woosh telling me that i already used 75% of my monthly data capacity. heh heh. mine usually renew on the 28th. so seems like more than 2 weeks to go. perhaps i will get another email from woosh today. telling me i already used 100%. pffftt! blame il mio passatempo. or blame me? hopping from one blog to another (stalker berjaye! duhh!), friendster (saye takdek facebook. huhu..), fotopages, flickrss. hmm ape lagi ek?

anywayy.. if u pardon, i'll mend. heh heh.

lately i've been complaining to cik izah that my brain is becoming rusty, slower, is not working to its maximum capability, hence i feel like a "stupidubidu where are you". haha.. am thinking of doing japa112 paper. but in doing so i need to beg the dean/the course coordinator/etc to allow me taking that paper without the prerequisite paper, japa111. also that's mean i'm going to put myself into a huge trouble as i have zilch knowledge whatsoeva about japanese language. soOoOo the probability of failing it would probably be as high as 0.95 say. perhaps 0.99 or 1. ahahaha.. and i am not a risk taker to note. so arrivederci japa112! we're not mean to be togethah. huhu..

honors paper?? ah ha. jauh panggang dari api. anywayy.. if i ever wanted to take it, i'm already 1 week behind. can i cope?

****trying to imagine myself doing honors****

anyway, the point isss what should i do to fill il mio passatempo? mengait, menjahit, memasak, membaca novel, menidurkan diri, or drawing?? seperti kak minn. hmm..semacam menarik.ahahaha..akan tetapi saye tak kretip. in other words, darah saye tak berseni. adekah? haha.. jual for 1 dolar ponn takdek org mau beli.

^-^

biasa

hidop aku arini biase saje. hahaha.. anywayy.. hari2 laen pon biase jugak. mane penah luar biase. sebab aku adelah manusia biase. oh crap. haha..

tadi aku tolong cik izah tukau light bulb die. daa tebakau daaa. aku kire cam electrician gak ahh dalam rumah ni. huahuahua.. now nii cik izah dah terer mengenalpasti kiri kanan. ops. no elaboration. nanti kene ketok pale. hehe..

semacam best gune "aku". haha.. ade orang kate aku tak seswai ckp gune aku. sebab depa2 kate semacam rude. or dlm bahase melaka, kurang ajau. hmm.. tapi bile orang laen ckp "aku", aku tak penah plak dengaq semacam terkurang haja. hahaha..

mungkin aku nii lembut dan ayu sangat kott. so tak seswai gune "aku". duhhh!! aku masok bakol angkat sendiri nii. (tapi tak terangkat-angkat sebab overweight). haha.

aku biasenye gune "kite" bile cakap ngn kwn2. bile ckp ngn adek2 guno "den". haha..

aku seperti terase sesuatu. haha.. also no elaboration. tapi ape keyword yang aku nak gune tok diri sendiri ek? maksodnye.. bile aku bace balek entry nii 10 tahon yg akan dtg, aku bleyh ingat aku rase ape sebenanye.

hmm.. let's make it "aku rase seperti melihat bintang2 di langit"

aku sorang je yang paham. hahaha.

to jeni with love :D

arini masihh tak sehat. tetapi masih gatal menggagahkan diri membawa tetamu bersiar-siar. ngeh3~

dinner kat cinta. de ramai malaysian kt situ tadi. cik jeni pon ade. persaingan sengit. hahahaha..

to jeni: jangan potong line duhh! jage2 arr kt palmy. kite xbole pegi o. nih memang btol2 tak larat. unless ade org pujuk gile2 babeng arr. baru menggagahkan diri pegi. huahuahua..

sunday rose

=( demam+selesema

=) tingtingting

name anak nicole kidman sunday rose. semacam comel name itu.

unwell

bangon pagi terase semacam mahu demam. selesema semacam sudah menjangkitiku. tak suke selesema!! tapii orang kate, kita haruslah sabar dan redha ketika ditimpa sakit. sebabnya ia boleh menghapuskan dosa-dosa kita.

i got no lecture today. yeayy! can u imagine that? after 2 and a half years i've been studying here, this is the very first time i have lecture-free-day. heh heh. sono molto felice.

las nite, me and cik izah made puding jagung. semacam jadi. :D

to a certain extend, i feel like i'm heartless. i have my very own interpretation of the word of course. but.. rahsia. hahaha.

"oh happy day, oh happy day". teringat satu series jepun ni. my boss my hero. they sang this song.

note to myself. get well soon!

semester akhir

semester 2 bermula pada hari ini. semester akhir untuk menggengam segulung ijazah. insyaAllah. kelas statistics saya bermula pada pukul 1.10pm. kelas itu telah penuh dengan para pelajar semasa saya sampai. mungkin saya terlewat. saya ambil tempat duduk. di barisan belakang sekali. untuk makluman, kelas statistics saya bukan dalam dewan yang besar. cuma dalam bilik tutorial. oleh itu tidak ada tempat duduk yang bertingkat-tingkat. jadinya saya tidak suka duduk di belakang. saya rasa papan hitam itu sangat jauh dari saya. tambahan pula saya rendah. susah nak tengok pensyarah tulis apa. hari rabu ini, saya akan pastikan saya datang awal. tiba-tiba mata saya tertangkap satu kelibat manusia di dalam kelas itu. saya kenal dia. pencerah agung saya semester lepas. hehe.. saya tersuka sebentar.

saya semacam tidak sibuk sangat semester ini. buat masa sekarang lah. saya tidak boleh nujum apa yang akan berlaku pada hari esok. inikan pula pada masa hadapan. saya seperti ingin belajar bahasa baru. tetapi malangnya semua bahasa pada semester ini memerlukan prerequisite semester lepas. tidak mengapalah. saya boleh mengikut cik izah ke kelas bahasa jepunnya. cuma saya harap, pensyarah itu tidak akan tanya apa-apa soalan kepada saya. kalau tidak NaYA! haha..

saya kehilangan rm211. bukan hilang "hilang". itu sebenarnya duit medical check up yang saya buat pada dec 2007. malangnya moe tersayang memberitahu saya telah terlambat untuk claim duit itu kerana sekarang ialah untuk claim yg bertarikh 2008. jadinya saya hanya dapat duit claim visa sebanyak nzd120 sahaja. sedikit sedih. dengan rm211 saya boleh makan kfc 15+ kali. huhu..

saya telah habis membaca the firm. sekarang ini saya sedang membaca the lord of the ring, the fellowship of the ring. secara tepatnya, saya belum mula membaca. hehe..saya baru saja membaca 'prologue"nya. haha.. seakan-akan bosan dan susah. mungkin lebih senang pergi ke civic video dan sewa dvd. tengoklah macammana nanti. cuaca sekarang ini sangatlah tidak menentu dan sangat sejuk. nak pergi buang sampah dan buat laundry yang jaraknya tidak sampai 5min berjalan kaki pun seakan-akan malas dan tidak mampu. inikan pula untuk saya turun ke bandar.

saya terasa seperti tidak mahu membuat honors. saya tidak mampu nak cope dengan sakit kepala nanti. saya harap moe tak akan paksa saya. mungkinkah terjadi?

dream

malam td saye bermimpi. sweetdream. aHahAhahaha.. bkn senang nk mimpi indah2.

esok skolah. excited gile nak jejak uni.

p.s. saye pass math312, math311 n stat333. alhamdulillah.

sonnet 18

sonnet 18 - william shakespeare

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.


can someone write me a poem pleaseeeeeeee.

byebye statistics

btw i just noticed that i forgot to post something about "byebye statistics".

ngeh3~~

anywaysss.. it' was my last exam paper, on the last day of examination period. nice. estate never mention it was an open book examination. nice. not to my awareness at least. hehe..but i'm pretty sure he never told us.

luckily, my house is just 5 mins away. so i went back to grab my notes. the exam was ok. huhu..

one thing that i won't forget about this course was our last tutorial was held in coffee room on level 3 Cotton and estate treated us with a very nice french cake (kot). hehe.. sangat sedap. walaupon die sangat menakotkan (di mate saye), tapi die baek. ade tak lecturer korang belanje makan kek time last class? lecturer2 saye yg laen tak blanje pon. see.. baek kan die? hehe.. =P

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah. i juz got my analysis result today. pass. with nyawa-nyawa ikan i shud say. thank you Allah. you never fail me. it's me who always fail u. i can't thank u enough.

i know tis time chris being so really generous with marks to me. i know that. =)

at the moment, i'm reading the firm, by john grisham.

i also bid some books on trade me. hehe.. ulat buku wannabe!

las time, i'm thinking of giving difficult questions for my students during test/exam when i become a teacher. hahaha.. balas dendam for analysis. jahat gile! but dont worry guys. i'll be really nice and generous with the marks. huahuahua..

alhamdulillah. yakin dengan Allah.