just wondering

sometimes she wonders..

how people perceive her.

what people talk about her (if they ever did la haha..)

and if they did.. was it a bad or a good thing.

sometimes she wonders..

is she too arrogant?
is she too shy?
is she too antisocial?
is she too taciturn?
is she too reserved?


she thinks everyone but her makes lotssss of friend here.

haha..

she wonders how many knew her existence here.

she wonders how many of them will say "oh i know her" when u utter her name.

sometimes she wonders why is she like this? hahahahaaa...


truth is.. she's not arrogant. she thinks she talks a lot. and no she's not antisocial. she would love to hang out with other people.

it is just that she doesnt know how to begin.
it is just that she doesnt know how to start.

but then.. maybe that implies she's SOMBONG.
is she that sombong? is she is she?


p.s. grandma said, sometimes we have to take into account what people talk about ourselves for they can see our mistake our weakness.

p.p.s. i think she's doing fine. she's just wondering. u know.