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baru lepas berbual dengan daye, hazi and izz. about the past, present and future. hahahaaa...
i love hanging out with them. i love spending time with them. i love talking to them. most of all, i love their presence. even when we have nothing to say at all.

their presence makes me feel like "hey u r not alone or hey u r a normal person u have friends!!!" hahahaaa..., their presence makes me feel comfortable. makes me feel happy. loved, appreciated. that's not too much aye? hahaa..

it's the same feeling you got when you are at home i guest.

well friends are indeed very important in our life kan? beside family members i mean.

no man is an island. remember? i cant imagine how people can have no friend. i cant imagine how they can stand being alone?

i hate the feeling of loneliness. i feel suffocated, cant breath. cewahh!! no air no air. it's like all oxygen in this earth has been absorbed by a giant pump? and none left for me. haha.. or maybe it's like i'm in the middle of Pacific Ocean, with broken boat, cant swim, no life jacket, no radio communication, all i can do is waiting, waiting and waiting for other ship to come and save me before i get all drown and died. hahahaaaaa tragik gila. tsktsktsk. tipu niii.

well.. everyone hates to be lonely kan? enough said.

lonely..
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody
for my own
-Akon

hehe... hope things gonna be the same when we are all back in malaysia.
hope everyone stays the same. even after you guys get married. (and i'm not! hahahaaaa =P)

my flight ticket has been confirmed today. December 18, 2009. i miss wellington already.


p.s. i hope the pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams.