juxtapose

firstly hepi birthday to razif. aku kenal dia masa buat preparation kat uniten. i dont know him that much. but i can say that he's a nice guy, suke buat lawak. dia sambung honors kat vic uni this year. now ni ade banyak budak2 ppou kat sini. selain razif, ade haz, izu, sarah, dayang, ija, ila, pali and kung. bile masuk class, rase mcm kat malaysia pulak. sbb banyak malay. and rasa macam.. kami yg conquer class tu. hehe. conquer in terms of bilangan lah. i cant say anything in terms of understanding the materials that we've learnt. it's like "apekahh itu?"

today's the end of the first week of the first trimester. still not busy yet. i'm still marking 100 level math assignments this year. nothing much has changed about me and my life since i've finished my undegrad degree last year. i'm still that person that u've known before. i'm still staying at flat 5 waiteata though i've moved to a different room and have new flatmates. i'm still eager to get pin legs haha. i know dayang have heard that for million times! i still cant let out my anger towards other people. i still want to take care of other's feeling though it means i have to ignore my own feeling.

i wonder how it feels to be different than what i am now. i'm not saying that i'm a nice girl. but u can say that i'm nearly one. haha. anywayy i think maybe i should be more honest towards myself and people. marah bile rasa nak marah. say it out load whenever ada rase tak puas hati dengan orang instead of keeping it close to myself. would that make anyone around me turn away and leave me?

i dont have new years resolution for this year. and i dont think i ever had one. i mean the one that i really mean it as a resolution. untuk suke2 jwb org tanye maybe la ade. kot.

oh aku harap more bahagia akan datang untuk aku tahun ni. bukan nye selame ni aku tak bahagia. cuma i realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy hope that He will topup my bahagia level. hehe.

ops dayang n sarah da ajak ber-poco-poco. ciao!