regret

i think i fall in love with frank sinatra. hahahaha..

this is a song by him, My Way. some may describe this song as mengantok, lagu org tua, etc. ade aku kesah? haha..

And now, the end is near,
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life thats full,
I've traveled each and every highway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few,
But then again, too few to mention,
I did what I had to do,
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course,
Each careful step along the highway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,
I've had my fill, my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that,
And may I say, not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels,
And not the words of one who kneels,
The record shows I took the blows,
And did it my way!

just want to point out about regrets. did i have done anything that i regret later in my life? aaaaaa.. not very sure. but maybe this can sum it up.

"Regrets, I've had a few,
But then again, too few to mention,
I did what I had to do,
And saw it through without exemption"

haha..

i always want to be a doctor before i chose this PPC programme, which i'm certainly aware that i'll become a teacher not a doctor. decision made. period. maybe at one point, along these 4 and a half years of studying, i've regretted this decision. but maybe not, not even once. yeah. definitely sure. no regret. ahahaha.. but somehow, undeniably there are times that i wonder what my life would be if i do not leave matriculation. do i really really become a doctor? dah la pemalas. tido banyak! camne nk on call. huhu..

anywayy.. i'm so adamant to become a doctor at that time because i don't know what else to be. feel like no job suits me right. ahaha.. of course laa bile tgk tv akan terpengaruh nk keje mcm tu. but in the end, i'll always end up with doctor. however, i'm thinking about teacher a few times while watching this japanese drama series, Great Teacher Onizuka. heh heh.

dont worry my fellow students. i am a teacher. a real one. hahaha.