emo?

it is so cold outside. despite of the hot shining blazing sun. uhuh. i am not doing any study or revision today. the weather swept away my mood to study.

feeling a bit sad today. like a friend said, when someone appears to be strong doesnt mean s/he is strong, when s/he appears to be happy doesnt mean s/he is happy. the list goes on and on. you got my point. i'm kinda like that i think.

i dont want to write anything explicit here. about my life. about my feeling. there might be people who read it. its not that im doing something terrible that i could go to jail for that. its just that i dont always reveal my true feeling, the true me in front of any people.

there were times i felt like i'm giving up for this one thing. i always believe in faith. believe in Allah. and i believe He knows best. but u know.. sometime u just dont know. u just dont know what plan He has on you. and sometimes u just cannot wait for that to happen. u sick of waiting. worst is sometime u sick of this life.