hati

sometime she just want to be left alone, spending time observing things own her own, sitting on a chair in a big mall, watching people passing by. yet she was terrified when no one stay by her side. she scared and she hates the feeling, the air, the sound and the smell of loneliness.

the past is over. future will come. just live the present. people said you will miss a lot of things if you keep waiting. so why did some people wait? is it because they never heard the phrase? or they did, but it is the best thing to do?

is world a better place to live today than yesterday?

heart. do we have a good heart? there are a lot of bad things happened just because of our heart. it is so scary to think that this little piece of ours could do damage to others, to the whole world. why cant we have a pure, innocent heart? why there must be a black dot on it? why harm our own self? did your heart happy looking people shedding their tears? did your heart feel glory when people bleed their blood? did your heart be at ease when others are suffering?

maybe our heart, your heart is bleeding too, suffering too, shedding tears too.. but we are so damn ignorant of our own feeling that we can't feel anything. numb.

smile. smile when your heart is aching. smile even though it is breaking. smile. what is the use of crying?

it is very difficult to see our own mistake but pointing others is like a breeze.

again random thought. heh.

jenny

saye teramat busy. ade project due on the 6th and 8th oct. sudah dapat awal2 lagi. tapi baru hari ni terhegeh2 nk buat semuanya. takdek mase nk berpenglipurlara.

anywayy.. di kala sibok2 ni, ku terfikir;

aku belajar untuk jadi cikgu. bersusah payah dan bersungguh-sungguh. tetapi ada orang yg belajar bukan untuk jadi cikgu tetapi akhirnya jadi cikgu sebab dah takde pilihan. in other words, teaching is their last resort. dan jika orang2 tersebut mempunyai ijazah lain, bukan Bsc, contohnye Engineering, tangga gaji mereka berbeza dengan kami, dan lagi tinggi?

apekah ituu? adakah kami tidak setaraf dengan mereka?

huhu..





p.s. gambaq untok jeni, di ambil di wellington botanic garden, 28 sept 08 semase tulip festival.
p.p.s. pencerah agong kuu minat lagu jenny-the click five keeeee?? i hate u jenii!! huahuahua..